Embarrassed

Good morning family. Praying everyone is having a nice Sunday. The weather in Jax is beautiful, hope yours is the same. I've said this before and I'll say it again, there are things I've done and things I do that would embarrass me if anyone outside my immediate family had to witness it. We are living in a time where things move fast. Our children learn faster, everything is "right now", "nothing" is waiting anymore. It's a time where if we can't access what we want when we want it, then it's not worth it. There's always somewhere to go, something to do or someone else to "be". This "right now" attitude of the world has me out of balance, a little off key. I bring this up out frustration because I put myself in a position of always having to do something and if I can't do what I feel I should do, I feel inadequate and incomplete. The smile I should were is replaced with a frown, laughter is replaced with yelling or complaining and then the melt down. Is it just me? I acknowledge this shortcoming and I ask God to help me do better, be better. What I realize is that we burden ourselves with unimportant things, we tackle things that won't matter tomorrow and sometimes we are frustrated because we haven't properly prepared. This morning I pray that God removes the "clutter" of thoughts that mean me no good, I ask Him to forgive me for anything I've said or done that isn't pleasing to Him. I thank Him for His word, His correction and His Love. Thanking Him so much for peace, rest and a new day. Giving Him honor for understanding when things seem out of control. Lastly, thanking Him for anyone reading this as I know they will send up a little prayer for me as I face my day with a better attitude. I'm going forward worrying less how about "how" things will get done because I know "who" I am and "Who's" I am.TeamEmbarrassed. Bblessedloveyou.